Writing, life and why I'm not doing either.

So to the small group of the faithful readers I had at one point....I'm sorry for not blogging.

It's been some time since my last post and it wasn't much of a post at all....so my last blog that might have been meaningful was back in early October. It is now the middle of February so that's a long break I guess.

This is a good means of mass communication for me. If I blog once in a while I don't have to email. Or maybe I would rather email but I can't email everyone individually because it would take too long and I would get bored with it...I could also send out mass emails but I really don't like doing that. Well there are certain circumstances where I would do that but w/e. Anyways.

So this is me writing right out of my head like I usually do. I guess I can kind of describe my situation here because it would probably be both interesting and worth a laugh or two for the reader.

I have alot of things. I mean alot of things. Being that my only place to store things is in my room(I have the smaller room in a 2 room apt), my room kind of triples as a room for sleeping, storage area and office. So I have my computer and monitor supported on a little set of platforms and pillars you could set up in any configuration you need...kind of in a setup like this...
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So my computer is on the left platform, monitor goes on top, mouse and w/e else is on the right. So this is my desk. From the top down it would look like this.
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Sort of.
Anyways, the square portions are about 3 sq feet, so nothing too huge.
Now the chair I sit on....well it's not a chair, it's a couch.
That's right, a couch.

So I'm sitting here on my couch in front of my computer, I have some music going on youtube and I'm writing. This is how it happens. I sit here till I get inspiration. Or in some cases I sit down with a plan already lined out on what to write.

So I haven't blogged in a while and I began writing this with just a couple lines and an ending but somehow I feel like writing tonight. And the bad thing(for you at least) is it may be totally uninteresting. I don't know yet.

One typical explanation of why one hasn't been blogging is that, "there's nothing going on," or "there's nothing new." I would use that excuse in this case except that if I did it would make me a liar. Things have definetly happened.

Things I don't necessarily want to talk about. Things that I feel I must keep to myself. That's one thing I do way too much of. There have also been some instances that could arguably be some of the happiest moments of my life. I don't want to talk about them either.

My life has been an out of control rollercoaster with rediculously high points and unbearably extreme low points. The sick humor in it all is that it never ends! It really doesn't. Just when you think everything is fixed and it's time to start back with the forward progression, life turns itself back upside down.

So I haven't been blogging lately because quite honestly I don't have anything good to say. I mean I'm sure right now I could write a few blogs on politics, and pick a few different issues from the news to write about or something...and I very well might do that, it sounds kind of interesting now that I think about it. It's just right now I feel like the things I would rather write would be long long writings on various unhappy happenings in my life and quite honestly who really wants to read about that all the time? Cause that's what it would have been is bad things all the time.

So I wanted to write a little and just say a little bit on why I haven't blogged much. I will try to get some writing done soon on here that is actually worth reading. There is actually one thing I can think of right now that just popped into my head that I would really like to write about so maybe that will be something interesting to look forward to.

All my love in all it's varying degrees as applicable,

Ron

PS I love everyone equally for the most part.
PPS Yes Laura..finally sold the dog and the neighbours rejoiced.